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Monday, October 29, 2007
sad....
met yangyang yday after work, i took about 1hr travel all the way to Woodland to meet him cos i am the one who wanna meet and tat is the place more convenient to him. I reached there about 7pm and we walked around and sat down outside and talked about the neoprint that we took few yrs ago. tat time we are still very young(now also not very old la haha), and with the silly face haha...how wonderful the memories r.... about 8+ his gf called him and after he talked to her gf and hangup the phone, i asked him to go to Mcdonald's for dinner... but but.... he told me he has to go back hm as his gf forgot to bring the hm key, i was like diaoz.......but i autometically and immediately replied him: "ok ar..it's ok :) " y am i like tat? ??? i hate myself cos deep in my heart i was very sad and almost cried out, i just duneo y i said something tat totally opposite wat i thought. so so i need took another 1hr + travel back hm, plus the previous 1hr total 2 hrs spent on travelling, more than the time i spent with him. I am not angry with yangyang la, really, not at all, cos i understand he has no choice and if i am him i will do the same thing. just that i was and i am very sad. What a lausy weekend!! Friday somebody called me (No. i nv seen b4) so i picked up and he said: "its me, wang wei." SHOCK... he continued:" my hp nt wking, can you send Michael's mobil No. to this no. ?" SHOCK... he said :" thank you bye bye" finished.... ANGRY never contact me for about 1 month ald and now called me asked contact No. from me, and NOTHING ELSE!! WTF man.... Mr Wang Wei, u r such a amazing man, tats wat i can say about you, we've been knowing each other for about 4-5yrs ald, we used to b soo close, i worried about you but u said i am irritating, u nv contact me for sooo long time and now suddenly called me just bcos of the stupid No. ? I was right, to you i am nothing~~nothing~~ Saturday I mentioned ealier in the blog , boring .... Sunday mentioned also, thought after OT can at least eat dinner with yangyang and have sum chat in e end...ordered Mcdelivery ( chicken foldover meal with fries and coke) finished up ... duneo wat happened to me, mayb the coke make me so excited?? i was sooo tired but just couldn't fall asleep, lying on my bed for about 40 mins, still couldn't..... switched on my PSP started to listen music, still boring... started to sing Jolin's song.... i fell asleep i think about 2am in the morning... now soo sleepy and tired i am really sad about all these i am sad tat i am alone here i am sad tat i am having hm-sick i am sad tat i have no holiday, no leave to go back China i am sad tat i am nolonger young i am sad tat i do nt have a boyfriend but but but.... my baby Mandy told me tat i can always look for her if i am bored and she will try to acc me if she is available.. thx baby... muackz...
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