something wrong with me today, erm not really today, can say recently....
i am suppose to b very happy about coming cruise tour (10-12Dec) ,Vietnam tour (14-18Dec) and Christmas
but i am just moody :(

Reason No.1 - Vietnam Tour
gosh... including me total 39 passengers in my Vietnam tour, such a huge group, from youngst 15mths baby to eldest age (TBA). though this is nt my first time to lead tour, but everytime think about the no. of ppl i am like ...
omg kill me pls...
god bless me...
how am i going to survive...
how to memorise so many ppl's name....
how to make my voice louder to make sure all the 38 paxs can hear me...
bla bla bla.....

Reason No.2 - Homesick
i seriously miss my family
worried about my dad, it must b very cold outside and he still have to wk so hard so support e whole family
worried about my mum, she must b cough so badly bcos of the dame cold weather
worried about my sis, Beijing even colder and she alone down there nobody take care of her
how i wish i can b with them during CNY, buy new cloth, make dumplings together, sit on my sis shoulder past
chinese cuplet, play fireworks................

Reason No.3 - Future
i wanna get out of this company, sick of wking here
but i have no idea where i can go if i quit this job
shall i find a new job?
shall i apply University ? (yes i want but i have no $$)
HOW??

Reason No.4 - Age
i seriously feel i am nolonger young...
my skin nolonger smooth and stupid pimples seems love me so much nowadays, yet i hate them
ok end of my complains... anyway just complains, still have to face all the facts..
forget about all e shits...
enjoy my cruise tour first ya :)
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need to say something b4 i end of my today's blog
thank you yangyang.. thx for the movie and gift, to me they are nt just movie & gift, wat i see is your care, concern & love...
dun worry about me ya? i will make sure myself to enjoy e cruise, lets meet after i come back and rmb dig ur
ear to make sure they are clean & clear enough to listen my cruise story ya ?
take care ~~~

gift from yang-- cuuuuuute......
pink pig for piggy me
blue bear for Mandy