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B'day:19 Jul
Cancer
AB
寻找幸福
Monday, August 13, 2012
uncertainty

someone said: 
有时候，生活不是用来妥协的，你退缩得越多，能让你喘息的空间就越有限；
有时候，日子不是用来将就的，你表现得越卑微，一些幸福的东西就会离你越远
在有些事中，无须把自己摆得太低，属于自己的，都要积极地争取；
在有些人前，不必一而再的容忍，不能让别人践踏了你的底线。

 if i nv red my past posts here and recalled wats happend in the past, i almost forgot the disappointment, the sadness, the hurts, i almost forgot i actually did set a bottom line and it is getting lower and lower, and the worse part now is i cnt see my bottom line anymore. I keep finding excuses for u, keep forgiving just simply bcos i love u and tat again proved tat love makes ppl stupid and blind.

 My brain tells me this man has failed to keep his promises many times, the only promise he kept tat nv abandon me is just bcos of his possession, this man is taking me for granted cos he knows i have accepted the propose and i am not going anywhere, this man is working hard to earn more money is not bcos he wants to give me a good future life but just for his own career passion and satisfaction, this man tells me he loves me but wat is love? it's not failing the promises tat he made to his own woman, it's not control but respect and trust, not use harsh words to hurt ppl but care, it's not wat money can give but the heart. Forgiving, lower the bottom line, love him are nothing wrong but u might lost ur own rights or even urself one day. 

 My heart tells me i cnt leave this man, he failed his promises many times b4, mayb this time he will keep his promise, he was just drunk and he didnt know wat exactally he is talking tats y he hurt me so badly and he apologized, he loves me just tat he use the wrong way and he didnt intend to hurt me, i should give him another or one last chance, mayb if next time he hurt me again i will leave him.

 yes, i know, it's so stupid i say "next time", cos the last time he hurt me i have told myself tat, but in e end tat is not the last time, and this time is still not e last time, so when will be e last time?!! mayb there will nv have "last time", cos i will just find excuses to stay.

 yea, i am in deep shit dilemma and tat scares me. when is e end? can u give me more trust, concern and patience, can u think properly b4 u flare up at me? can u control ur temper abit after drinking? can u try harder give me some HOPE? pls! dun make me lost e faith in u, dun prove my brain is correct and soon or later u will destroy e heart of a woman who treasure the r/s so much. Give urself a chance and give me a chance please!